维托里奥！ Vittorio!
阿图罗！ Arturo!
- 你好，尼古拉，叫菲奥雷拉过来。 - 她癫痫发作。 Hi Nicola. Fiorella. She had a seizure.
- 她现在很不好 - 这里从事精神病学，是吗？！ Bad you know? Long. We're in psychiatry here, huh!
- 神经科满员了目前拒绝接收我们。 In neurology they refused us. They are full.
- 他们让我们在这里试试 - 打扰一下！ They told us to try here, sorry!
- 持续了多久? -3-4分钟。 - How long did it last? - 3-4 minutes.
- 安排住院治疗 - 满了。 - There's a shelter. - It's full.
- 我们可以重新开放三号病房 - 三号病房人手不足。 - We could reopen aisle 3. - We're under staffed for 3 aisles.
艾达！ Aida!
你掉了这个。 You dropped this.
她不吃东西，反应很糟糕。 She doesn't eat. She responds badly.
而且她不吃我的药，癫痫发作后她比平时更严重。 And she doesn't take my medicine. After a seizure she's more temperamental than usual.
也许她需要一些镇静剂。 Maybe she could use some downers.
如果她不见好转，我肯定会知道。 If she is stubborn, I must know her.
罗比，给她静脉注射高渗液。 Robby, put her on IV. Just hypertonic.
一小瓶安定，等下我们就开始。 A vial of valium, because then we start again.
给她更高剂量的药物，效果会不会好点？ Wouldn't it be better to give her something a little stronger?
不行，再用刺激性药品对她没有任何好处，女士。 No. Bombarding her with drugs doesn't do any good, ma'am.
最好先继续观察一下她！ Better keep her under observation, eh!
- 我知道神经科是怎么做的 - 脑袋被砖头砸了。 - I know that's how they do it in neurology. - With bricks in the head.
- 罗迪亚尼医生，心理学家 - 很高兴见到你。 - Doctor Lodigiani, psychologist. - Pleased to meet you.
别担心，把医疗记录拿过来。 Don't worry. Bring the medical records.
然后把家里所有的东西都带上，化验单，处方，学校笔记本等等。 And then bring everything you have at home. Tests, prescriptions, school notebooks, etc.
- 你收集的所有东西... - 12年了。 - Everything that you have collected in... - 12 years.
当她才三个月大的时候就生病了 She got sick right away, she was three months old.
她瘦得像个钉子，如果发高烧，她就会抽搐。 She was as thin as a nail and if her high fever came, she had convulsions.
- 早上好 - 早上好... 安东内洛！ - Good morning. - Good morning... Antonelo!
- 把三号病房打开 - 稍等一下，我刚走进来。 - Aisle three open. - Just a moment, I just got in.
- 我认为这是... - 医生告诉我们可能是隐性遗传基因导致。 - I think it's... - Essential, cryptogenic. We've been told.
- 是的，是这样跟我们说的。我们咨询了... - Yes, that's what we were told. We consulted...
20个教授，但是... 也试过脑部扫描。 20 Professors but... Of those who shoot.
但不幸的是什么都没有发现。 But unfortunately nothing.
即使没有发烧，也会开始抽搐。 Convulsions have started even without the fever.
- 而且症状强而快 - 她癫痫发作的时候很可怕。 - Always stronger, longer. - When she has a seizure it's scary to look at her.
女士，明天我们再谈，别担心。 Lady. Tomorrow we will talk about it, don't worry.
我需要24小时来给你提供治疗方案，好吗？ I need 24 hours to recommend a treatment. Is that okay?
菲奥雷拉! 为什么今天艾达也在这里？ Fiorella! But why was Aida there today too?
她需要额外的收入，那个人还没找到第二份工作。 She's hunting for overtime. The animal is still unemployed.
- 我需要你随叫随到 - 回见！ - Put me on call. - Bye!
我等了你三个小时，太冷了！ ...I waited three hours for you, it was so cold!
我们要轮班，我午夜才下班。 We have shifts. I get off at midnight.
她太性感了！ Oh, she's so hot!
- 我们要做个脑电图 Hi! They're going to do the electroencephalogram
这不可能。 No fucking way.
我讨厌弄脏我的头发。 Collodion makes my hair dirty.
你之前为什么对我笑？ Why did you smile at me before?
- 你看起来不像医生 - 我看起来像什么？ - You didn't look like a doctor to me. - What did I look like?
水管工。 A plumber.
你为什么不想对医生笑？ Why don't you smile at doctors?
噗嗤! 打扰一下. Psst! Sorry.
我等下过来，亲爱的。 I'm coming back love.
- 听我说. - 请说. - Listen. - Say.
嗨。 Hi.
- 你是意大利人? -是的。 - Are you Italian? - Yes.
- 你叫什么名字? - 瓦伦蒂娜，但大家都叫我皮皮。 - What's your name? - Valentina. But everybody calls me Pippi.
你怎么了？ What's up with you?
- 你呢? - 自杀。 - And you? - Suicide.
我患有肾上腺功能不全，只是有时候会晕倒，你呢？ He is organic, he has an adrenal dysfunction, he just faints. And you?
我离家出走了。 I ran away from home.
我晚上逃跑了，警察找到了我，把我带到了警察局。 I ran away at night. The police found me and took me to the police station.
这跟医院有什么关系？ What does the hospital have to do with it?
警察局里还有个医生，就是带我来这里的那个。 In the police station there was also that doctor, the one who brought me here.
- 安东内洛还是阿图罗? - 安东内洛今晚不在。 - Who Antonello or Arturo? - Antonello wasn't there tonight.
这样吗，托尼诺。安东内洛在吗？ Yes he was. Tonino? Was Antonello there?
- 托尼诺! 安东内洛在吗? - 吉诺不在。 - Tonino! Was Antonello there? - No Gino.
- 阿图罗在警察局干什么? -有人偷了他的汽车。 - What was Arturo doing in the police station? - They stole his car.
汽车? 他不是一直都骑电动自行车吗？ Car? Doesn't he always ride a moped?
他朋友的车，一个金发女郎。 His friend's car, blonde friend.
皮皮，她想象力很丰富。 Pippi, she has a great imagination.
- 她可能会说我们的坏话，但仅此而已 - 说我是骗子，我明白。 - She'll talk shit about us, that's all. - Call me a liar, I understand.
我想... 抱歉，我想给你..。 I wanted to... sorry, I wanted to give you...
以防... 有人需要什么。 just in case... someone needed something.
不，我什么都不需要，留一万里拉给那个小女孩。 No, I don't need anything. Leave ten thousand liras for the little girl.
我倒是希望能给她钱! 但她从来都不要。 I wish I could give her the money! She doesn't want it.
- 从来没有? - 没有。 - Never? - Absolutely never.
- 她出生后从来没有? - 没有。 - Never since she was born? - No.
哦，在那儿！ Oh there it is!
他要走了. 阿图罗! He's leaving. Arturo!
- 那个金发女郎是谁? 她是谁? -什么金发女郎？ - Who was the blonde? Who was she? - What blonde?
是他吗？ Was it that one?
一个偷了他车的人！ The one who stole his car!
一个朋友! 我的一个朋友... 金发的。 A friend! A friend of mine... blonde.
米歇尔把她放到床上，快去！ Michelone put her to bed. Go!
迪奥塔列维（皮皮）的案例对病房的生活有重大影响 [ The Diotallevi case has been very important for the life of the ward.]
罗马翁贝托一世儿童医院，神经精神病学的第四位患者。 [The fourth inpatient neuropsychiatry. Children's hospital Umberto I of Rome].
(瓦伦蒂娜，被称为“皮皮”，于1991年10月入院。) [Valentina, called "Pippi", was admitted in October 1991.]
[我最近被主治医师任命为病房主任]。 [I had recently been appointed director of the ward by the head physician].
[在两三个同事逃到与学术上更加相关的地方之后......] [after 2 or 3 colleagues had fled to places academically... more relevant].
晚餐? 今晚不行，不行，妈妈。 Dinner? Not tonight. No I can't mom.
我得陪我的一个朋友去警察局因为她的车被偷了。 I have to accompany a friend of mine to the police station because her car was stolen...
[我们很忙，] [We were very busy, ]
[部分原因是我们需要面对当地卫生部门大大小小的规章制度]。 [in part because we faced all the requests of the local health units, minor and bad].
[自从消息开始传播] [Since word had began to spread that]
[我们也开始接收了更加紧急的案例。] [we also accepted serious and emergency cases.]
汉尼拔。 Hannibal.
- 喂? 汉尼拔! -嘿! 我在这儿。 - Hello? Hannibal! - Hey! I'm here.
- 嗨 -怎么样？ - Hi. - How are we doing?
我们做得很好，非常好。 We are doing well, very well.
- 那又怎样 -所有神父都得踢足球, - So what? - So all priests have to play soccer,
我不喜欢足球! 我流汗，我发臭，我在玩跳棋..。 I don't like soccer! I sweat, I stink, I'm playing a game of checkers...
这是朱塞佩。 This is Giuseppe.
- 你好, 阿图罗. - 你好. - Hi, Arturo. - Hi.
- 你好，谁赢了?-我输了。 - Hi, who's winning? - I'm losing.
这种事时有发生。 It happens.
听着，那些人在等你，你明天什么时候去接他们？ Look, those guys are waiting for you. What time will you pick them up tomorrow?
我想... 去完教堂，九点左右，我去接他们。 I think... after church, around 9 o'clock, I'll pick them up.
- 我想告诉你一些事，关于米歇尔的 -别..。 - I wanted to tell you something, about Michelone. - No...
是的，我向你保证我已经尽力了。 Yes, I assure you that I did everything I could.
相信我，这不可能，他已经19岁了，他们不会让我带走他的。 Believe me, it's not possible. He's already 19 years old, they won't let me take him.
- 你告诉他了吗? -是的，是的，我会告诉他的。 - Do you tell him? - Yes yes, I'll tell him.
- 晚上好，莉娜 -晚上好，你能再给我们寄点吗？ - Good evening Lina. - Good evening, can you send us some more?
- 2. - 梅纳诺? - 2. - Menano?
- 不是 -行吧。 - No. - Good thing.
对了，莉娜。 Ah, by the way Lina...
- 最好的洗发水是什么?-“傲慢”。 - What's the best shampoo? - "Arrogance".
- "傲慢". 再见! - 再见! - "Arrogance". Bye! - Bye!
谢谢，明天见！ Thanks and see you tomorrow!
“傲慢”啊... 约瑟夫... “傲慢”。 "Arrogance". Mah... what a time Joseph... "Arrogance".
- 放开我，你这恶心的...-你必须做脑电图。 - Let me go, you disgusting... - You have to do the ECGs.
- 放开我-是图拉蒂说的吗？ - Let go of me! - Did Turati say that?
不是他，难道是我？ And if not who, me?
大约20滴安定。 About 20 drops Of valium if you shake.
- 她叫什么名字? - 玛丽亚·罗莎莉亚·博奇. - What's her name? - Maria Rosaria Bocci.
玛丽亚·罗莎莉亚 亲爱的，你脸受伤了。 Maria Rosaria, honey, you're hurting up there.
- 你是新来的志愿者吗?-是的。 - Are you the new volunteer? - Yes.
一只手固定住她，用另一只手安抚她。 One hand is enough to contain her, with the other you caress her.
嗨，我是宝拉。多长的指甲啊! 明天我们要剪掉它们，嗯? ！ Hi, I am Paola. What long nails! Tomorrow we'll cut them, eh?!
那个3号病房的女孩 Listen to the girl in 3
你不需要强迫她做脑电图。 you don't have to do the electroencephalogram by force.
也许我能说服她，我能试试吗？ Maybe I can convince her. Can I overlook that?
你不可能说服她的。 You wouldn't be able to convince her.
好吧。 Very well.
- 早上好-早上好，早上好。 - Good morning. - Good morning. Good morning.
米歇尔，你好。 Michelone, hi.
嗨。 Hi.
听着..... Listen.
- 一切都好吗? -是的，是的，一切都很好。 - Everything ok? - Yes yes, everything is fine.
- 然后她就合作了 -情况怎么样？ - Then she cooperated. - How are we doing?
来吧，看看我给你带了什么。 Here we go. Look what I brought you.
洗发水！ Shampoo!
- 真是折磨人！带着欠揍的脸过来 - It's a torment, eh! Come here with the face of a monk
然后他开始告诉你，你为什么这么想，为什么这么做，为什么穿成这样..。 And he starts to tell you, why you think that, and why you do this, and why you dress like that...
- 拜托，太多了 -我知道。 - Come on, it's too much! - Eh I know.
有一天晚上，他看见我和一个女孩在一起，第二天早上七点他就打电话到我家 One night he saw me with a girl and at seven in the morning he calls me at home
告诉我，她叫什么名字，她做什么工作..。 To tell me, what's her name, what job he does...
阿图罗来了。 Arturo has arrived.
- 阿图罗是谁 -艾伦 · 库特里。 - Arturo who? - Alan Cutrie.
我认识他，抱歉。 Ah but I know him! Sorry.
安娜 · 保拉呢？ And Anna Paola?
- 你认识她吗? -你还记得当时在加廖莱吗？ - Do you know her? - Don't you remember her in Gagliole?
- 我们几年前在那里度假时认识的 -不记得了。 - We met years ago on vacation. - No.
你读过新一期的“新话题”吗？ Have you read the new issue of "New Topics"?
是的，我买了，但我不..。 Yes, I bought it but I don't...
读他的诗，很美。 Read his poem, it is very beautiful.
我不够酷，不适合参加这个派对。 I'm not cool enough For this party.
如果你感觉很累，你就会变得很混蛋。 You must be tired, and you're about to get mean.
- 安娜 · 保拉 也跟我说过同样的话 -她知道怎么让你变好吗？ - Anna Paola used to tell me the same thing. - Does she know how to make you good again?
我以前太累了，变得很糟糕。 I used to get too tired and I became too bad.
我以为你知道，我们已经两年没在一起了。 I thought you knew, it's been two years since we've been together.
- 你做什么工作这么累人?-综合诊所的儿童神经精神病学家。 - What job do you do that is so exhausting? - Child neuropsychiatrist at the polyclinic.
- 然后你就可以对我超级刻薄 -真的吗？ - Then you can be super mean to me. - Really?
- 走吧 -这些土豆真难吃。 - Let's go. - These potatoes suck.
你老婆打电话来，你听听。 Your wife is on the phone, have a listen.
我没有什么新话题能聊了，我要去睡觉了。 But I don't have any new topics, so I'm going to bed.
借过。 Permission.
我忘了。 Eh! I forgot...
- 出去时记得告诉我 -好的。 - Remember to call me when you get out. - Yes.
皮皮？ Pippi?
迪奥塔列维（皮皮） 已经出院了。 Diotallevi has been discharged.
3号病房的小女孩 迪奥塔列维。 Diotallevi the little girl in 3.
她父母今晚来把她带走了。 Her parents came tonight and took her away.
- 报告在我这儿 -不。 - I have the paper here. - No.
- 你喝酒了? - 是的。 - Have you been drinking? - Yes.
我吃了安定。 I took the valium.
好了，在这里待一会儿，伸伸懒腰。 All right, in here for a short while, stretch a little bit.
我几乎可以睡在这里。 I could almost sleep here.
但是... 你不能。 But... you couldn't.
所以，所以明天我已经在病房了，不是吗！ So, so tomorrow I'm already on the ward, no?!
- 我走之前会告诉你 -谢谢。 - I'll call you before I take off. - Thank you.
在... 一些坚强的孩子之后... 我也会给你一些！ Well after... some tough kids... I'll give you some too!
范托奇。 Fantozzi...
- 迪奥塔列维. - 癫痫. - Diotallevi. - Epilepsy.
迪奥塔列维在哪！ And Diotallevi!
- 她出院了-报告不在文件夹里。 - She is discharged. - The paper is not in the folder.
我忘记放进去了，抱歉。 I forgot to put it in, sorry.
你怎么睡在这里？ How come you slept here?
做实验。 Experimenting.
- 医生，抱歉，我没想到你会... - 打扰了！ - Doctor. Sorry, I wasn't expecting you... - Sorry!
- 你想要这个吗? -是的，是的，谢谢。 - Do you want this? - Yes yes thank you.
皮皮去做心理治疗...她不再相信了。 Pippi to psychotherapy... she doesn't believe in it anymore.
事实上，我也不知道。 Actually, neither do I.
是的，但是... 她不再相信了，我是说，她已经这么做了？ Yeah, but... she doesn't believe it anymore. I mean, she's already done it?
- 呃!-和谁？ - Eh! - With who?
首先是 USL 的心理学家，然后是..。 First by the USL psychologist. then by...
他叫什么来着... A. Reichian。 What's his name... A. Reichian.
后来我发现她是推荐他的USL心理学家的情妇。 Which I later found out was the lover of the USL psychologist who recommended him to us.
那是打奶油的。然后她结婚了，我的意思是，这事看起来并不严重。 That's for the cream. And then she was married, I mean that doesn't seem serious.
我总是在削土豆皮。 I'm always peeling potatoes.
所有的孩子都爱吃炸薯条。 All kids are crazy for French fries.
皮皮不是，只要煮熟就行了。 Pippi doesn't. Just boiled.
- 她还吃什么?-没什么，土豆和牛奶。 - And what else does she eat? - Nothing. Potatoes, and milk.
- 面包对她来说太复杂了 -一些苹果，是吗。 - Bread is already too complicated for her. - Apples, yes.
- 西红柿... 和生鸡蛋 -你怎么知道？ - Tomatoes... eggs only raw. - And how do you know that?
我不知道... 如果从来没吃过... 冰淇淋，烤意大利面..。 I don't know... Never eaten.. Ice cream, baked pasta...
你在暗示我什么？ And... what does this mean to me?
皮皮! 皮皮，过来，亲爱的，打开一下！ Pippi! Pippi come on love, open up a moment!
皮皮，我是萨贝利大街的医生，我给你带了个礼物。 Pippi I'm the doctor from Via dei Sabelli, I brought you a present.
皮皮，开门！ Pippi? Pippi open up!
该死..。 Damn...
只是发了一下脾气。 Just pitching a fit.
嗨！ Hi!
你在这里做什么？ What are you doing here?
- 你说你带礼物了? -带了。 - Do you have a gift? - Yes.
我在你这个年纪的时候真的很喜欢莱纳斯。 I really liked Linus Waiting for the Great Pumpkin when he was your age.
所以当我和父母去湖边度假时, So when I went on vacation with my parents by the lake,
那附近有一片西瓜地，我就坐在那里。 there was a field of watermelons nearby and I would sit there.
希望能遇到“真诚”的“西瓜大王”。 Hoping to be "sincere enough" for the Great Watermelon.
- 但他也没有出现在你面前 -还没有 - But he didn't appear to you either. - Not yet
- 好吧. - 什么好吧? - Okay. - Okay what?
我同意去你那里。 Okay for what came.
同意一周三次来我的病房？ Ok 3 times a week, in my ward room?
这是谁？ And who is it?
你是谁? 你是谁？ And who are you, huh? Who are you?
- 你叫什么名字?-混蛋。 - What's your name? - Asshole.
- 混蛋? 为什么? -因为他是个混蛋！ - Asshole? Why? - Because he's an asshole!
- 露西亚星期三五点-好的。 - Lucia Wednesday at 5. - Okay.
- 为什么打不开? -因为我很忙！ - Why doesn't it open? - Because I was busy!
- 怎么了? 怎么了? -别打架，好吗？ - What is it? What is it? - Don't fight, huh?
我应该去度假! 我已经有两年的假期没休了。 I should be on vacation! I've have vacation accumulated for 2 years.
- 来吧，不，不-再见，亲爱的。 - Come. No no. - Goodbye, love.
别担心，我们会联系你的。对不起，她很累了。 Don't worry, we'll be in touch. Sorry, she is very tired.
要是我知道就好了！ If only I knew!
你是大库卡。 You are the Great Kuka.
- 我? -你生活在泥潭里。 - Me? - You live in the mud.
- 什么意思? -我看到了! 医院和病人。 - In what sense? - I saw it! The hospital and the sick.
那个是怎么回事？ That?
你不喜欢买新衣服吗？ Don't you like buying clothes?
不。 No.
大库卡以泥土为食，拥有一种特殊的进食方式 The Great Kuka feeds on mud, then with a special apparatus of bristles
它会过滤食物，吮吸，吮吸。 it filters its food. Sucks. Sucks.
吮吸? ！ Suck?!
- 吮吸什么? -别人的悲伤。 - I suck? - The sorrows of others.
- 谢谢 -不客气。 - Thank you. - You're welcome.
但是... 大库卡有一双美丽的爪子 But... the Great Kuka has a beautiful claws
拥有所有的颜色... 能吸引雌性。 All coloured... to attract the females.
- 你从哪里知道的? -我在夸克上看到的。 - What do you know about it? - I saw it on Quark.
- 不是，是关于雌性那部分的 -我又不是三岁小孩！ - No, about females. - It's not like I'm three years old!
你有喜欢的人吗？ Do you like... anyone?
- 我? - 怎么了? - Me? - Why not?
- 因为我不能-为什么不能？ - Because I can't - Why can't you?
你知道什么是癫痫吗？ But do you know what epilepsy is?
- 我有钥匙! -把钥匙给我！ - I have the key! - Give me the key!
- 快点，我们走! -等等! 我也去! ！ - Come on let's go! - Wait! I'm coming too!!
啊，我的胳膊，好痛，放手！ Ah my arm, it hurts. Let go!
- 艾达，你在干什么? 她没有住院 -有七八个孩子逃跑了。 - Aida, what are you doing? She is not hospitalized. - 7, 8 kids have escaped.
- 米歇尔不该离开的 -那就去把他找回来！ - Michelone should not have left. - Then go and get him back!
- 我的责任到此为止 -啊，又是这个责任的故事！ - My responsibilities end here. - Ah with this story of responsibilities!
你知道这是谁的错吗? 政府，我们只有三个人，而不是九个！ Do you know whose fault it is? The Ministry, that there are 3 of us instead of 9!
- 我们有多少人?-我们走！ - But how many of us are there? - Let's go!
- 等等我-你也要来吗？ - Wait for me aho! - You too?
你想要什么！ Eh, what do you want?!
- 看看这个! - 噢! - Look at this! - Oh!
- 一个巨大的呆瓜，别闹了! -你要撞到他了！ - A giant zucchini, cut it out! - You're running him over!
- 我们要去哪儿? -不知道！ - Where are we going? - Boh!
- 这边? -怎么了？ - This way? - What's going on?
- 你要去哪儿? -不知道！ - Where are you going? - No idea!
我们正要走。 We were going.
跟我来，走。 Come with me, go.
那么，三万。 So. 30,000.
- 一张，两张 -你们是这附近的神经科的吗？ - What is right is right. - Are you guys from the neuro around here?
- 是的 -那给两万就行了。 - Yeah. - Let's make it 20 then.
小心，小心。 Watch out! Watch out.
- 请出示你的身份证 -为什么？ - The identity of the adult. - Why?
我收到通知有人越狱了，我必须要上报。 I have been notified of the escape, I have to report it.
不，听着，这是个误会，他们得到了我的... 许可。 No look there is a misunderstanding, they had my... permission.
如果在外面发生了什么事，他要负责。 He is responsible if something happened outside.
想出风头就必须承担责任。一切都是有代价的。 He who wants to appear lenient, must suffer. Everything has a price.
是这样吗？ Is that so?
从现在起，成年人离开这里可以不经过批准，可以吗？ Then from now on, the adults can go out without permission. Is that ok?
- 好吧 -抱歉。 - All right. - Sorry.
噢！ Oh!
我还有7分钟。 I still have 7 minutes left.
刚才你想说什么来着？ So what were you telling me?
那就再告诉我一件事。 Tell me one more thing then.
6.5。 Six and a half.
6。 Six.
你应该多告诉一些我这个小女孩癫痫发作的经历, You should tell me the context of the onset of this little girl's seizures,
再做诊断。 For a diagnosis.
癫痫可能是自发性的，也可能是酒精引起的, Seizures can be spontaneous or alcohol-induced,
- 或者是自己引起的 -小儿癫痫也是这样吗？ - or self-induced. - Also in paediatric epilepsy?
是的，如果出现并发症，精神上是的。 Yes. If a complication occurs psychiatric yes.
他们可能被强制性的想法激怒。 They can be provoked by coercive thoughts.
通过间歇的光。 By intermittent light.
还有从电视节目结束时的屏幕上, Also from the screen of the TV when the programs end,
会导致神经元的突然放电，这就是癫痫。 can cause this sudden discharge of neurons that is the crisis.
帮我一把，好的！ Give me a hand here, yes!
你能做到吗？ Can you do it?
不好意思，呃... 但是这里和另一个房间有什么关系？ Sorry eh... but what do you have to do with this other house?
我们协会的总部，我们得多多合作。 The headquarters of our association. We have to collaborate more.
就你和我? 我一分钱都没有！ You and me? I don't have a penny!
你怎么不多要几个孩子？ How come you haven't had other children?
是她不想再要孩子了。 It was her who didn't want more children.
12个小时的分娩，到最后剖腹产，我觉得我再也承受不住了。 12 hours of labour and then finally the Caesarean. I have seen the "Sorci Verdi".
承受不住... 我姐姐生3个和她一样健康的孩子。 "Sorci Verdi"... my sister had a birth like yours and she has 3 children.
她出生的时候看起来很小，黑头发，一点也不像我。 When she was born she was a tiny, little girl. Black hair. She didn't look anything like me.
我带她去散步，她看起来不像我女儿。 I used to walk her. And she didn't look like my daughter.
嗯，当然，她继承了她父亲的遗传，然后你知道，女儿大多长得像父亲。 Well, of course, she takes after her father. And then you know, females paternalize.
- 你们相识很久了才结婚的吗? -不，不是很久，只有几个月。 - Did you know each other for a long time? - No, not very long, just a few months.
在那之前，我已经和我表哥在一起6年，我们小时候就订婚了。 Before that I had been with my cousin for 6 years. We were engaged when we were kids.
- 你为了马塞罗离开他了吗? -没有。 - And did you leave him for Marcello? - No.
不是的，是他为了一个和他一起上大学的女人离开了我。 No, he left me for a woman who went to university with him.
一套平凡的公寓... 他以我为耻。 A flat one... He was ashamed of me.
现在你明白了，因为他为荷兰国际集团赚了180万。 Big deal, now he earns 1.8 million at Rai.
那是什么意思? 他有一份有价值的工作。虽然钱不是一切。 What does that mean? He has a rewarding job. Money is not everything.
你告诉我，你是不是永远不会满足！ You tell me that you never have enough!
你只做你知道的工作。 You just do the work you know how to do.
你做什么工作？ Because what job is it?
听着，有本事你去和你表哥过，我就再也不回来了。 Look if you take out your cousin here too, I won't come here anymore.
别着急，让她说。 Don't worry, let her talk.
今天就到这里吧，谢谢。 That's enough for today, thank you.
- 但这样会有治疗效果吗? -希望有吧。 - But will it be therapeutically sound? - Well, let's hope so.
是的，当我5岁的时候，我告诉妈妈你表哥死了，我也不知道为什么。 Yes. When I was 5 years old I said this cousin was dead. I don't know why.
妈妈到家的时候，我告诉她米雷拉阿姨来了。 Mom came home and I told her that Aunt Mirella had come.
洛伦佐已经去了殡仪馆的路上。 And that Lorenzo had gone on the Tuscolana road.
妈妈疯狂地尖叫着跑了出去。 Mom ran outside screaming like crazy.
你为什么要对你妈妈说这些？ Why did you say this thing to your mother?
我不知道。 I don't know.
在我看来，事情本来就是坏的。 Every once in a while it seems to me that things as they are, are bad.
所以我给他们一点压力，可以让他们变得更好。 So I give them a little push To make them a little bit better.
你觉得如果你叔叔死了，情况会好一点吗？ And you feel like if this uncle of yours had died. things would be a little better?
我没这么说，你总是知道自己想要什么。 I didn't say that. You always understand what you want.
- 到时间了吗?-他们在等。 - Is it time yet? - They're waiting.
这就是为什么分析在我看来总是一派胡言。 That's why the analysis has always seemed like bullshit to me.
待在这里一会儿，我们晚点再谈，你同意吗？ Stay a little bit here, we'll talk later. Do you want to?
贾科莫回来了，他的父母也来了。 Giacomo is back, his parents are here.
- 早上好 -早上好。 - Good morning. - Good morning.
他突破了他们的底线，他们再也受不了了。 And they broke their lines. They couldn't take it anymore.
母亲把厨房搬到了大厅 The mother moved the kitchen into the hallway,
因为贾科莫在煤气前面放了一根线条。。 Giacomo had put a line in front of the gas.
让我们试着让他住院几天，看看会发生什么。 Let's try to hospitalize him a few days and see what happens.
- 工作人员说他不能入院 -为什么，菲奥雷拉，有什么问题吗？ - The staff says he can't be admitted. - Why Fiorella, what's the problem?
没有，让他住院吧。 None! Let's admit him.
詹姆斯。 James.
线在哪里？ Where are the lines?
从 x 轴的点3到 y 坐标的点4。 From point 3 on the x-axis to point 4 of the y ordinate.
那我能坐在床上吗？ Then can I sit on the bed?
然后..。 Then...
我告诉妈妈“谁去那边了?”她说“没人”。 I tell my mother "who went that way? She says "nobody".
我走过去，发现所有的线都断了。 I go over there and find all the lines broken.
你妹妹不得不和祖父母住在一起，他们今年刚刚完成了她的高中毕业典礼。 Your sister had to go live with grandparents, who had her high school graduation this year.
- 你不介意吗? -是的。 - Don't you mind? - Yes.
这很好。 Very.
但他们很虚伪。 But they're hypocrites.
如果我还记得... 他是谁，我们一起做了什么！ If you could remember... Who he was and what we did together!
结果... 什么都没有。 And instead... nothing.
就像雾一样。 Mists.
好烟！ Good smoke!
我在奥斯蒂亚买的。 I bought it in Ostia.
阿图罗！ Arturo!
- 不! -不，我得去窗户那儿。 - No! - No. I have to go to the window.
米歇尔叫我了，我得去看看。 Michelone called me and I have to go there.
解释一下我要怎么做。 Explain to me how I do it.
- 怎么了? -能把电动自行车的钥匙给我吗？ - What's up? - Can I have the keys of the moped?
- 为什么 -我要带皮皮回家。 - Because - I'm taking Pippi home.
- 别冲动 -谢了。 - Take it easy! - Take it easy.
- 皮皮! 你在干什么? -我在帮你！ - Pippi! What are you doing? - I'm helping you!
当我和阿图罗在一起的时候，我感觉到外面的东西进来了, When I'm with Arturo, I feel that what's out comes in,
然后里面的东西就出来了，而不是相反的。 and what's inside, comes out. No the opposite..
里面一些东西，一点点的从侧面出来. 。 What's inside, but, a little bit of the side, comes out..
- 从下面...-深呼吸，深呼吸！ - And what from below... - Breathe hard, breathe!
你怎么了！ What did you do? Huh? Oh!
这是谁? 啊，真漂亮！ And who is this? Ah, beautiful!
你的房子真漂亮！ What a mansion you have!
皮皮! 但为什么你来得这么晚? 你去哪儿了？ Pippi! But, why are you so late? Where have you been?
- 妈妈，听着... -怎么了？ - Mom listen... - What is it?
我今天抽了根大麻，还吐了。 I smoked a joint today. I threw up.
其实... 你不需要编造这些东西，妈妈还是爱你的。 Love... you don't need to make up these things, mom loves you anyway.
我还是爱你！ I love you anyway!
我说的是真的。 It's the truth.
[我回来了] [I'm back.]
你感觉怎么样 [How do you feel?]
[我不知道，我感觉很好]。 [I don't know. It feels good to me].
看看谁来了! 皮皮！ Look who's here! Pippi!
住手，住手！ Stop, stop!
[我很高兴在病房里。] [I'm glad to be in the ward.]
请留言。 Please leave a message.
他在家里做什么? 你想来病房吗? 这里一团糟！ What's he doing at home? You wanna come to the ward? There's a mess happening here!
这里，都被堵住了。 There, everything is closed.
不好意思，现在我还要看三个病房。 I'm sorry I'm looking at 3 wards.
我过来了，我注意到... 请不要干涉。 I came down, I noticed... Please don't intervene.
阿图罗，别过来! 我还剩下两条健康的线，我不会让它们断的。 Arturo don't come! I have left 2 healthy lines, I don't let them break.
别过来！ Arturo don't come!
谁弄坏的？ Who broke them?
是米歇尔和皮皮他们跳过来。 They jumped on it Michelone and Pippi.
啊，米歇尔... 还有皮皮。 Ah Michelone... And Pippi.
稍微跳了一下。 Just a little jump...
-你还不知道贾科莫吗？ - Don't you know Giacomo yet?
别紧张，你说得对。 Take it easy. You're right.
艾达看着我... 他们睡在哪里? ! 他们今晚要睡在走廊里吗。 Aida looks at me... where do they sleep?! They're sleeping in the hallway tonight.
- 我们有足够的床吗? -床! ! ！ - Do we have enough cots? - Cots!!!
不，不，去他妈的床。也许我的同事有一个更好的主意，请。 No no what cots, go figure. Maybe my colleague has a better idea, please.
听着，这里没有一个医生是专业的吗。 Look, no doctor who is a serious professional,
当一个医生值班时，总会接到这个部门的所有电话，不是吗？ will be calling this ward when he's on watch. Is that okay?
没问题，只要贾科莫在这里，我就负责晚上的工作, No problem. As long as Giacomo is here, I'll do the nights,
现在你可以回你的病房了, and now you can go back to your ward,
但更专业，更严肃，去吧！ but professionally, so much more serious. Go!
我不知道，不能再这样下去了。 I don't know, it's not possible to go on like this.
要我自己铺床还是你来帮忙？ Do I have to make my own beds or you're gonna help?
- 我们来, 我们来... - Let's help, let's help. - We help, we help... - Let's help, let's help.
去帮忙，去！ Go help, go!
小婊子？ Little bitch! Huh?
亲爱的，我将用双手拥抱你 And by the hands love, by the hands I'll take you
无需多言，我就会带你走 And without saying words in my heart I will take you
- 打扰了. Hi. - Hi. - Sorry. Hi. - Hi.
如果我不像你说的那么漂亮，我也不会害怕 And I won't be afraid If I'm not as beautiful as you say
但是我们要一起飞翔，永远不要回来！ But we will fly together in the flesh, never to return!
阿图罗 不好意思，我得跟你谈谈。露西亚 坐下。 Arturo, excuse me, I have to talk to you for a moment about Lucia. Sit down.
我们稍后继续。 We will resume in a moment.
早上好，欢迎回来！ Oh, good morning, welcome back!
没有饥饿，没有口渴 And without hunger and without thirst
没有翅膀，没有网，我们将飞走。 And without wings and without a net we will fly away.
不好意思... 那是谁在唱歌？ Excuse me... who is that singing?
- 是我女儿的朋友 -住院病人吗。 - She's a friend of my daughter's. - An inpatient...
不，她是楼下精神病医生的女儿。 No, she's the daughter of the psychiatrist downstairs.
- Hi! - Hi! - Hi! - Hi!
她经常来看她父亲，这几周来她一直来看我女儿。 And she often visits her father... and has been visiting my daughter for a few weeks now.
- 我是孩子的父亲，我是心理医生...-哦，真高兴见到你！ - I'm the father. I'm the psychiatrist... - Oh what a pleasure!
我一直要求皮皮和你见面。 I have been asking Pippi For a long time to meet with you.
- 是吗，她怎么跟你说的?-说他的腿断了。 - Oh yeah, and what did she tell you? - That his legs were broken.
腿断了？ Broken legs?
现在好多了。 Ah... it's better now.
- 但是你知道她要来这里?-当然，是的，是的。 - But you knew she was coming here? - Sure. Yes yes.
- 她跟你说过 玛丽娜 吗?-是的，她唱歌，是的。 - Did she talk to you about 玛丽娜? - Yes she sings, yes yes.
- 不用说话... -皮皮！ - And without saying any words... - Pippi!
怎么了? 你不打算把我介绍给你的朋友吗？ Well? Aren't you going to introduce me to your friend?
[她的名字是 玛丽娜... 爸爸。] [Her name is 玛丽娜... Papa.]
[她想从我这里得到什么，我已经准备好给她了。] [What she wanted from me I was ready to give it to her.]
[但是她到底在那个生病的小女孩身上寻找什么呢? ] [But what was she looking for in that sick little girl?]
[她们能给彼此什么呢? 我决定把她们放在一起....] [And what could they offer each other? I decided to put them closer together, ]
[观察] [and observe.]
是你不明白。 Look it's you who doesn't understand.
我们在这里开会是因为 We had this meeting in here because
这里有太多特殊的案例了。 there's too many extraordinary cases.
而你还想告诉我们还有一个人无法自理？ And you take the opportunity to tell us that there's another one who's not self-sufficient?
谁会听你的！ But who listens to you?!
这个小女孩不是有一张神经科的床吗？ But doesn't this little girl have a bed in neurology?
- 当然了 -那我们为什么要带上她？ - Of course she does. - So why do we have to take her?
她一出生我就是她的神经科医生。 I have been her neurologist since she was born.
缺氧引起的出生损伤。 A birth injury from oxygen deficiency.
她是个美丽健康的女婴注定要过上正常的生活。 She was a beautiful, healthy baby girl destined for a normal life.
现在是她第一次有机会做出反应。 And now for the first time she has a chance to have a relationship.
我知道我们对你要求很高。 I know we're asking a lot of you.
我们不会要求更多的时间。 We are not asking for more hours.
- 更多的动力。 - 部长削减开支，必须给我们一个解释。 - But more motivation. - Eh the Minister cuts while we have to motivate.
但这也是为我们病房的 迪奥塔列维 进行治疗的一个尝试。 But it's also an attempt for therapy for Diotallevi from our ward.
她是我的病人，我想跟着她！ She is my patient and I want to follow her!
这个小病人开始意识到在这个世界上。。。 This little patient is beginning to understand that in the world...
你不就是 迪奥塔列维 吗? 你有什么特别的？ Aren't you Diotallevi? What's so important about you?
我是个很复杂的病例，美国只有两个，非洲只有一个。 I am a very complicated case. There's only 2 in America and 1 in Africa.
- 在非洲? - 乌干达. - In Africa? - In Uganda.
你比我更清楚，这个国家没有这样的机构。 You know better than me that in this country there are no facilities for cases like this.
我本该在别处做的事，却被迫要在病房里做。 What I should being doing elsewhere, I'm forced to do in the ward.
我需要你们的帮助。 And I need your help.
我知道，我知道你的薪水有多少，但我不会这么做。 I know. I know how much is in your pay check, but I don't do that.
否则就不一样了。 Otherwise it would be different.
多棒的旅行啊！ What a great trip!
- 你开心吗? -嗯，不错。 - So are you happy? - Eh, love.
慢点，伙计们。 Slowly guys.
- 谢谢-不客气。 - Thanks eh! - You're welcome.
房间没那么亮，不过还好... 罗比，把她的东西拿来..。 The room is less bright though it's better... Gobbi, then bring her things...
- 然后...-让他们休息一下。 - Then... - We give them a little rest.
亲爱的皮皮，我将用双手拥抱你 And with hands love By the hands, Pippi, I will take you
无需多言，在我心中，我将带着你。 And without saying words In my heart I will carry you.
如果我不像你说的那么漂亮，我也不会害怕 And I will not be afraid If I'm not as beautiful as you say
但我们会一起飞向天空 But we will fly Into the sky in the flesh
我们永远不会回来！ we will never return!
没有饥饿，没有口渴 And without hunger and without thirst
没有翅膀，没有网，我们将飞走。 And without wings and without a net we will fly away.
- 波罗波罗 - Yes "波罗波罗"! - Poropom - Yes "poropom"!
回头见。 See you later.
该死，现在又增加了。 Holy shit... now it's increased.
- 玛丽娜 看起来有点伤心-你怎么知道？ - seems a bit sad. - How did you know?
她以前总是看我的腿，现在她对我的腿不感兴趣了。 He used to look at my legs, now he's not interested in them anymore.
我穿上短裙，动了动... 我甚至跳了一小段舞。 I put on the miniskirt, I move them... I even did a little dance.
但她再也不看他们了。 But he doesn't look at them anymore.
你觉得这意味着什么？ What does this mean according to you?
- 为什么她母亲不在那里? -我告诉她不要来。 - Why isn't the mother there? - I told her not to come.
当一个人生病时，她不希望事情发生变化。 When one is sick, he doesn't want things to change.
- 我也一样 -什么，你得到了什么？ - Me too when I get them. - What, what do you get?
你说呢 ! 我为什么在这里? 你似乎忘了我生病了。 Like what! Why am I here? You seem to forget that I'm sick.
这是个很糟糕的魔鬼，对每个人来说都很糟糕，包括爸爸妈妈。 And it's an evil that sucks. It sucks To everyone, even mama and papa.
你知道有多少次我觉得自己像玛丽娜那样更好吗？ If I was stumped or lame, you know how many times it was better?
我来了，我有义务来。 Here I am. I have it mandatory at school.
你以为你了解我，但我在这里就不是我了。 You think you know me. But I'm not me when I'm here.
你可以告诉我，我们要为玛丽娜做什么。 You will tell me what we have to do for 玛丽娜.
因为。 Because.
你会听到额外的东西。 You hear extra things.
艾达! 你为什么不坐下来? 让我们看看比赛。 Aida! Why don't you sit down? Let's see the game.
拿着，我也给你买了。 - Take it! I got them for you, too.
- 谢谢-你想来点啤酒吗？ - Thank you. - Would you like some beer?
不用，留下来，别紧张，我去开门。 No stay, stay comfortable. I'll get it.
- 把钥匙给我-谢谢。 - Give me the keys. - Thank you.
- 嗨-嗨，我能住这儿吗？ - Hi. - Hi. Can I stay here?
- 是的 -那我去告诉车里的家人。 - Yeah. - Then I'll go tell my folks down in the car.
再见，妈妈，明天放学后见。 Bye mom, see you tomorrow after school.
托尼诺，你这在干什么? 你不是今天出去，你星期三才出去。 Tonino, what are you doing? You're not going out today, you're going out on Wednesday.
去睡吧，起来。 Go to sleep, go. Up.
他们去市中心吃晚饭了，我告诉他们我明天从这里去学校，好吗？ They went to dinner downtown. I told them That I'm going to school tomorrow from here, okay?
好吧。 Okay.
你吃过晚饭了吗？ Have you had dinner?
好漂亮的鞋子! 是你妈妈的吗？ What beautiful shoes! Are they your mother's?
我在巴布伊诺街买的。 I bought them in Via del Babbuino.
我想我们一起去买点衣服，你想去吗？ I want to give you a dress that fits us well. Will you accept it?
好啊。那我们周六去吧。 Yes. Let's go there on Saturday.
- 我们27号去吧 -有你的电话。 - Let's go on the 27th. - On the phone.
好的。 Yes.
我们周六去吧，我知道你的屁事。 Let's go on Saturday! Now it's your ass.
是你妈妈。 It's your mother.
但你认识她这么久了怎么还是相信她说的话？ But after all the time you've known her still believe what she says?
我当然会受伤啦 Of course I got a kick out of it. From the window!
不，我一个人，马塞罗在上班。 No I'm alone. Marcello is at work.
- 就算在这个时候，那又怎样! -我是皮皮。 - At this hour, so what! - I'm Pippi.
我来这里睡觉。 I came to sleep here.
阿图罗，他让你妈妈别来, Arturo don't let your mother come,
因为他觉得和我在一起会让你好起来。 because he thinks that being with me will make you better.
你觉得会让你好起来吗？ Does it make you better?
他们给你定制了一个辅助支架。 They ordered you a Swedish bust.
能让你轻松地坐起来。 You'll see that you'll be able sit up better.
这样我就能推着你的轮椅散步了。 So I can take you walking with the wheelchair.
我可以穿着溜冰鞋推你! 我是溜冰高手。 I can push you on my skates! I'm a dragon at skating.
我有单轮溜冰鞋，转弯时会倾斜的那种。 I have the American single wheel skates, the ones that tilt on turns.
你知道的。 You know.
好吧，随便..。 Yeah, whatever...
我睡在你旁边的床上。 I sleep in the bed next to yours.
晚安。 Good night.
如果你让我和你父母有了麻烦，那么我们都会有不必要的麻烦。 But if you get me in trouble with your parents, we all get in trouble unnecessarily.
我怎么知道她醒了? 晚饭时我还在她的酒里放了2片安眠药！ How did I know she was waking up? I put 2 depachin in her wine at dinner!
- 你疯了吗? -是的。 - Are you crazy? - Yes.
不，你很傻，你很蠢！ No, you're crazy!
- 去睡吧，很晚了 -过来，还有地方。 - Let's sleep now, it's late. - Come here, there's room.
你为什么没结婚？ Why aren't you married?
因为我妻子离开了我。 Because my wife left me.
- 你不能再找一个吗? - 什么时候？ - Can't you find another one? - When?
你多大了？ How old are you?
够老了。 Too old.
睡吧。 Sleep.
她和现在一样漂亮，只是年轻了15岁。 Here she was as beautiful as she is now but 15 years younger.
谢谢，你真好。 Thank you. You are nice...
那只是作为一个借口... 其实我想说的是..。 But as an excuse I... Actually I wanted to say that...
嗨，阿图罗！ Hi Arturo!
- 嗨-我们什么时候回来？ - Hi. - When do we have to come back?
当然，这个家庭有一个非常令人不安的因素。 Of course the family has a very disturbing dynamic.
他们现在在一起只是因为他们的女儿生病了。这并不是一个好的动机，不是吗！ They are only together because of their daughter's illness. That's not much incentive to get well, is it!
看，从她三个月大开始，每个痕迹都没有改变。 Look. Since she was 3 months old, in every trace there is no alteration.
- 为什么? -常有的事。 - How come? - It happens.
可是为什么没有深度睡眠路径呢？ But why isn't there a deep sleep track?
- 他可能不想这么做 -如果是我，现在就要做，其实这很说明问题。 - He may not have wanted to do it. - I would do it right now. It's very indicative.
-我去吧 - I'll go. - - I'll go.
- 不，不 -（留言） - No no. - The number 4 million answers...
- 下次家庭治疗是什么时候 - 周二。 - When is the next family therapy? - Tuesday.
我想知道你是否读过第八期《新话题》 I wanted to know if you have read New Topics.8
- 你还记得我吗? -不好意思！ - Do you remember me? - Sorry!
我们在塞西莉亚的派对上见过。 We met at Cecilia's party.
- 嗨，今晚? -这是性爱! 它会让他失明。 - Hi. Tonight? - Here's the sex! It blinds him.
[亲爱的，上个月我生了个小女孩，我给她起名叫阿尔贝蒂娜] [My dear, last month I had a little girl, I named her Albertina, ]
[以卢西奥的母亲命名] [after Lucio's mother.]
[我想在别人告诉你这个消息之前告诉你。] [I wanted to tell you before the news got to you from strangers.]
[不管怎么样。] [Or not at all.]
[我给你一个大大的拥抱。安娜保拉]。 [I give you a big hug. Anna Paola].
别担心，没关系！ Don't worry, it doesn't matter!
打扰了，没关系，再见！ I'm sorry, but it doesn't matter. Bye!
阿图罗 跳进来吧，你好。 Jump this way, hey.
- 为什么走这边?-因为另一边关闭了，我不知道..。 - Why this way? - Because the other side is closed, I don't know...
看看这个，我得温习一下。 Check this out. I had to brush up on it...
- 整个笛卡尔系统-但这是为了贾科莫吗？ - the whole Cartesian system. - But is it for Giacomo?
- 是的-真漂亮！ - Yep. - It's beautiful!
这是好事。 Good thing.
- 她看起来好多了，你知道吗?-比什么好多了？ - She looks a lot better, you know? - Than what?
这样吧，你们能弄到吗？ Tell you what, can you girls get any?
阿图罗，打扰一下。 Arturo, excuse me eh...
你以为我当神父是为了不变成同性恋吗? 拜托！ do you think I became a priest not to become homosexual? Come on!
这是个宗教庇护所，我还不是负责人！ But this is a religious shelter, I'm not in charge!
他们不让我带他们! 简而言之... 抱歉！ They don't let me take them! In short... Excuse me!
如果我没理解错的话，那个小女孩，你想让她离开她的家庭..。 However if I understand correctly, that little girl, you want to remove from her family...
那样最好，是的，暂时的！ That would be best, yes. Temporarily!
问题总是一样，我没地方安置她。 The problem is always the same, is that I have nowhere to put her.
是的，但是你... 一旦你可以，就和她一起离开！ Yes, but then you... as soon as you can, go away with her!
阿门！ Amen!
- 佛祖啊!-他们都成了佛教徒，所有人！ - Holy Buddha! - They've all become Buddhists. All of them!
你今晚不是要去见你的女诗人吗？ Weren't you supposed to see your poetess tonight?
安娜 宝拉 有个女儿。 Anna Paola had a baby girl.
原来是这样！ Ah that's what it was, eh!
我在病房工作的第一年，我就疯了。 The first year I worked at the ward, I went crazy.
- 孩子们让我恶心-嘿！ - The kids made me sick. - Heh!
我也猜到了，有时候我见到孩子就会生病。 Figures, me too, sometimes I can't see a child without getting sick...
我只是觉得恶心。 I just get so nauseous.
然后我请求上帝的宽恕，上帝原谅了我，他理解我 But then I ask the Lord for forgiveness, and the Lord forgives me. He understands
- 安娜宝拉 还没有原谅我-你对她做了什么？ - Anna Paola has not forgiven me. - What did you do to her?
我让她堕胎了。 I made her have an abortion.
- 所以... 好吧，我原谅你 -可以吗？ - So... all right, I'll forgive you. - Vale?
可以，可以! 它不算，因为它不算。当然..。 Vale vale! It does not count, because it doesn't count. Of course...
也因为我觉得你赎的罪够多了。 Also because I think you've atoned enough.
不，人生苦短！ No, life is short!
一开始你觉得自己有很多可能性，但到了最后..。 At the beginning you think you have so many possibilities. Then at the end...
你意识到你已经赌输了，就因为你那张混蛋脸。 you realize that you've gambled it away With the one asshole face you made.
你猜出来是谁了吗？ Have you figured out who it is?
你的耳朵真漂亮！ What a beautiful ear you have!
阿... 图... 罗. Ar... tou... ro.
阿图罗。 Ar tu ro.
听着，我很感激你为玛丽娜做的一切。 Listen I am very grateful to you for the things you have done for 玛丽娜.
她一直被认为是不治之症。 She's always been considered an incurable case.
从来没有人在这上面关注过更多时间。 Nobody has ever wasted much time on it.
你有没有意识到... 她确实被照顾得很好，是的，但你有没有意识到 Do you realize... they are cared for, yes, but do you realize that
- 玛丽娜 的头不动了? -可能是神经发炎... ？ - doesn't move her head anymore? - Could it be inflammation of a nerve...?
我会和理疗师谈谈，让她戴上矫形枕头。 I'll talk to the physiotherapist And have her put on an orthopaedic pillow.
你确定你在做什么吗，医生？ Are you sure about what you're doing doctor?
我女儿的整个人生都是由很少的东西组成的。 My daughter's whole life was made of very little.
她是我做的。 She was made of me.
我再问一遍。 I'll ask the question again.
玛丽娜 的头都不动了，你确定一个矫形枕头能解决她的问题吗？ doesn't move her head anymore, are you sure an orthopaedic pillow will solve her problem?
她知道我的名字！ She knows my name!
亲爱的，看看詹尼医生。 Now love, look at Dr. Gianni.
看看他多有趣，看看，看看。 Look at him being funny. Look at that, look at that.
努力点，亲爱的，努力点，看看 詹尼 医生。 Make an effort honey, make a big effort, look at Dr. Gianni.
[你确定你在做什么吗，医生? ] [Are you sure about what you're doing doctor?]
好吧，现在狗也来了? 走，走！ Well, now the dogs too? Go, go!
迪奥塔莱维在脑电图室里 Ah, Diotallevi's track of deep sleep,
做深度睡眠轨迹。这是她的狗。 it's in the room of the electroencephalogram.
- 啊，现在动物也能在这里跑来跑去了吗 -阿图罗让它在这的。 - Ah because now the tracings are done with the animals. - He has Arturo's permission.
他一直护着她们。 He gives them all a win.
- 她才13岁! - 听着. - She's 13! - Look.
13岁的时候，我就已经在为一位女士服务了，你明白吗？ At 13 years old I was already doing my first service with a lady, do you understand?
走! 走! Out, shoo! Out!!! Out! Out! Out, shoo! Out!!!
- 出去 -艾达，冷静点！ - Get out! - Aida! Eh calm down!
再半小时后我们就结束了。 In half an hour we're done.
没有规定动物能呆在这。 In the regulation there are no animals.
也没有规定医务人员 There is also none that the structured medical staff...
可以在病房过夜，对吗？ spend the night on the ward. Is that okay?
这只狗该走的。 This dog needs to go.
不，它等下就离开，好吗？ No. She will be the one to leave at the next staff rogatory. Okay?
它尿尿了! 它尿尿了！ It peed! It pissed!
过来，乖乖的，来吧。 Come here, be good, come on.
你疯了吗？ Is she crazy?
我积累了很多假期时间，我..。 I have accumulated vacation time. I...
我... 我积累了很多假期。 I... I have accumulated vacations.
混蛋! 混蛋！ Asshole! Asshole!
- 阿图罗! 看看谁在那下面!-很好，安静..。 - Arturo! Look who's down there! - Good. Quiet...
剥皮的西尔维斯特猫。 Skinned Sylvester the Cat.
兔子伪装成蝴蝶。 Rabbit disguised as a butterfly.
月经。 Menstruation.
天堂。 Paradise.
没有癫痫型脑病的证据。 No evidence of encephalopathy of epileptic type.
脑电图虽然有限... An electroencephalogram can only be indicative, though...
但11个小时的追踪很难如此干净。 it is difficult for 11 hours of tracing to be so clean.
- 你不想知道我怎么想吗?-不，我已经知道你怎么想了。 - Don't you want to know what I think? - No. I already know what you think.
但我不相信她是故意的。 But I don't believe That he does it on purpose.
你见过她癫痫发作的时候吗? 看到她真的很可怕！ But have you ever seen her when she has a crisis? It's scary to see her!
- 如果她是故意的，那就说明她疯了-我不想相信她疯了。 Then if she does it on purpose it means she's crazy. And I don't want to believe she's crazy.
我不是说她是故意的，她是在模仿。 But I'm not saying that she does it on purpose, that she simulates.
她不可能三个月的时候就开始假装了。 She couldn't have started faking it at three months.
然而，我要说的是，在简单的发热性抽搐中，她可能已经建立了自己在这个世界上的生存方式。 I say, however, that on simple febrile convulsions, she may have built her way of being in the world.
尽管抽搐可能已经消失了，但她可能变成了一种本能。 And even though the convulsions might have disappeared, she maintained them.
她不知道，这种本能还在她身体里 She doesn't know, and they come back
只要她觉得没有别的办法解决问题。 whenever it seems to her that she has no other way to solve a problem.
- 你这么认为吗? -我想是的。 - Do you think so? - I believe so.
我打电话给你是想告诉你，这种状态很危险，可能会发展成精神疾病。 And I called you to tell you that this state is dangerous, it is the antechamber of psychosis.
我们称他们为边缘患者。 We call them borderline patients.
你和 马塞罗 怎么样了？ How are things between you and Marcello?
有什么关系呢，就算孩子没有癫痫，还是有那么多糟糕的婚姻， What does it matter, how many marriages are worse, but the children are not epileptic.
如果有问题，最好直面它们。 If there are problems it is better to face them.
不是因为有问题，而是我的生活不对。 It's not that there are problems... it's that I have the wrong life.
当你错了，事情就会出错，即使是孩子。 When you are wrong Things go wrong, even children.
辛西亚... 你必须明白一件事: 你的女儿... 已经走出来了，感觉非常好。 Cinzia... you have to understand one thing: Your daughter... has come out very well.
- [听着... 我有事要告诉你]-[不，别告诉我] - [Listen... I have something to tell you.] - [No, don't tell me.]
[但也许这很重要! ][你能告诉我马塞罗是做什么的吗? ] [But maybe it's very important!] [Do you want to tell me what Marcello does for a living?]
[你怎么知道的? ][皮皮拿走了我的钱，] [How did you find out?] [Pippi gets my money, ]
[因为她知道我是怎么得到的。] [because she knows how I earned it.]
[在冬天结束时，在6个月的治疗中，] [At the end of the winter, in 6 months of therapy, ]
[我们已经取得了相当大的进展。] [we had made considerable progress.]
[艾达痛苦的离开了病房] [The painful departure of Aida and the collaboration between wards, ]
[让我觉得需要有不同的工作方式。] [allowed me a different way of working.]
[我试图... ... 帮助皮皮不再感到恶心，但是不知怎么才是对她好的]。 [I was trying... to help Pippi to not feel sick anymore, but somehow well].
吉多，给他做个矢状位扫描。 Guido, give him a scanogram in saggittal.
亲爱的，我在这里。现在你必须保持不动。 Love I am here. Now you have to stay still.
- 阿图罗!-怎么了？ - Arturo! - What is it?
- 跟我来!-我今晚值班。 - Come with me! - I'm on watch tonight.
而且我太老了，走吧！ Then I'm too old. Go!
别害怕，走吧！ Don't be afraid, go!
太好了，你来了！ Aho! Good, you came!
马西米诺! 马西米诺... 皮皮，我在神经科的朋友。 Massimino! Massimino... Pippi, my friend from the neuro.
小姑娘，你真可爱。 how cute you are.
谢谢你。 Thank you.
阿图罗！ Arturo!
你做得有点过了，我收到了通知。 You are, however, overdoing it with the times. I received a circular.
是你坚持要我去的！ You insisted that I go!
你今晚不能和玛丽娜一起睡。 You can't sleep here with 玛丽娜 tonight.
我现在开车送你回家。 I'll drive you home now.
你怎么了？ What's wrong with you?
来吧，我们走。 Come on, let's go.
也许这样更好。 Maybe it's better this way.
读完圣经后，我还想给你读一段短文。 After the holy scripture, I also want to read you the passage of a novel.
来自陀思妥耶夫斯基的《白痴》。 From "The Idiot" by Dostoevsky.
当他走过街道 And as he walked through the streets
在每个人的脸上都看到了疲惫的痕迹, And saw in every face The signs of useless toil,
或许抬头看看房子的屋顶，抬头看看天空，看看是否有什么意义 or looked up at the roofs of the houses, up, to the sky, to see if there was any meaning
他似乎找到了，他松了一口气。 he seemed to find it And he was relieved.
但只有一个问题，那就是他呼吸急促，痛苦像波浪一样冲过来 But only to one question, That ran over him in regular waves with breathlessness
米斯金王子无法回答。 Prince Miskin could not answer.
“为什么先生，孩子会死?” "Why Sir, do children die?"
“上帝啊，为什么” "Lord why."
为什么。 Lord Why.
- 天哪，为什么. - Christ why. - Christ why. - Christ why.
- 主啊，为什么-天啊，为什么。 - Lord why. - Christ why.
皮皮！ Pippi!
你疯了吗? 亲爱的，你为什么生我的气？ Are you out of your mind? Honey, why are you mad at me, huh?
你是唯一一个不明白发生了什么的人。 You were the only one who didn't understand what was going on.
什么？ What?
我不该相信你。 I shouldn't have trusted you.
知道吗? 你们都去死吧。 You know what? Go fuck yourselves, all of you.
没人知道她死了是否是因为我们搞砸了一切。 No one will ever know if she's dead because we got it all wrong.
我只知道她有脑出血。 I only know that she had a cerebral haemorrhage.
动脉瘤破裂。 An aneurysm ruptured...
也许是先天性的，这些病人都会这样。 Maybe it was congenital. It happens with these patients.
我们能做什么？ What could we do?
我们应该知道什么？ What did we need to know?
这对你来说够了吗？ And is that enough for you?
我不知道。 I don't know.
我不能问自己某些问题。 I can't ask myself certain questions.
但你可以，这就是为什么你要振作起来。 You can. And for that you will pull yourself up.
我要走了。 I'm leaving.
哪里。 Where.
私人诊所，双倍收入，时间减半。 Private clinic. Double the money and half the hours.
我再也受不了了。 I can't take it anymore.
操。 Oh fuck.
一个小小的私人礼物，一个我想到的职业礼物。 A little bit of an intimate gift. A little something I thought of for the career.
打开，打开，打开。 Open open open.
像个乖女孩一样吞下去，吞下去，吞下去! ! ！ Swallow it like a good girl, swallow it, swallow it!!!
-你在做什么 -零食。 Snack.
你不像那些忘记生日的心理医生。 You are not like those psychiatrists who forget their birthdays.
不，我没忘。 No, I didn't forget it.
去吧，我会处理。 Go ahead, I got it.
阿图罗 我是辛西亚! 阿图罗 你在家吗？ Arturo it's Cinzia! Arturo are you at home?
听着，听着，马上打电话给我们，或者过来！ Listen, listen, call us right away or come over!
你知道我要做什么吗? 我会打电话给你的病房。阿图罗，我绝对需要和你谈谈。 You know what I'm going to do? I'll call you at the ward. Arturo I absolutely need to talk to you.
皮皮病了。 Pippi is sick.
- 让开-怎么了，你这是要去哪儿？ - Get out of the way. - What's the matter, where are you going like that?
现在我要告诉你我要去哪里。 And now I'll show you I'll show you where I'm going.
听着... 你不想... 上我女儿？ Listen... you don't want to... want to fuck my daughter?
不，我不这么认为。 No, I don't think so.
因为在我看来你不像是个心理医生。 Because it doesn't seem to me that you're being that much of a psychiatrist.
不是所有的精神病医生都这样。 Not all psychiatrists act the same way.
我们的女儿不再和我们说话了。 Our daughter doesn't talk to us anymore.
她甚至没有告诉我们她去参加了葬礼，如果我知道的话，我就不会让她去了。 She didn't even tell us that she had been at a funeral, if I had known I wouldn't have sent her there.
- 那你就做错了-为什么？ - And you would have done wrong. - Why?
因为你不能背着孩子做太多事。 Because you can't do too much behind children's backs.
什么意思？ What do you mean?
听着，我不在乎，我真的不在乎, Look... I don't care, I really don't care,
我只是想帮你女儿。 I'm trying to help your daughter.
我不喜欢在沙发上坐50分钟，也不喜欢打镇静剂。 I'm not a 50-minute guy on the couch, I'm not a sedative kind of guy either.
我都不知道自己是什么样的心理医生。 I don't even know what kind of therapist I am.
也多亏了你女儿，我慢慢明白了。 Also thanks to your daughter, I am slowly figuring it out.
谢谢你。 Thank you.
我在垃圾桶里找到了这个 I found this in the trash
不能再用药了，现在可以排除神经性癫痫了。 No more drugs. We can now rule out a neurological type epilepsy.
我现在告诉你们一些好消息。 I gave you all some good news.
在这些所有其他的问题中，我们有能治愈她。 From all the other problems I hope we will cure you.
- 你能陪我去吗 辛西亚? -不，你最好一个人去。 - Will you accompany me Cinzia? - No. It's better that you go alone.
去吧。 Go.
有件事我一直想问你。 There's something I've been wanting to ask you for a long time.
你这样是为了我，还是为了所有人？ Are you like this just for me, or are you like this for everyone?
你是我一直在寻找的东西。 You are something I've been looking for for a long time.
我像你这么大的时候就在找了。 I was already looking for it when I was your age.
我过去常常像个傻瓜一样坐在西瓜地里。 When... I used to go and sit like a fool in the watermelon gardens.
然后读大学，然后我选择了我的专业。 Then in college, then when I chose my major.
我和安娜宝拉，还有朋友... I was looking for her with Anna Paola, with friends...
尤其是在工作上。 But especially in work.
有一个... 怎么说呢，至少有一个早上起床的理由。 To have... how to say, at least a reason to get up in the morning.
- 米歇尔 -怎么了？ - Michelone! - Eh, what is it?
我在想，或许你应该报名参加下一个护理课程，你觉得怎么样？ I was thinking if you sign up to the next nursing course, what do you think?
- 为什么? -因为我们不能让你出院 - Why? - Since we can't discharge you
- 这样你可以留在医院工作 - 我可以考虑，我会考虑的。 - we'll hire you. - Eh now I'm thinking about it. I'll think about it.
慢点！ Slowly!
看看这个！ Look at that!
- 嗨. - 嗨 亲爱的! - Hi. - Hi sweetie!
- 嗨!-你好吗？ - Hi! - How are you?
- 很好，你呢? -很好。 - Good, and you? - Good.
- 皮皮，这是我父母 -幸会。 - Pippi, my mother and my father. - Pleasure.
不要客气，丹尼尔，朱塞佩，汉尼拔。 You're welcome. So Daniele, Giuseppe, Hannibal you know...
- 乔凡娜. - 玛丽亚·罗萨里亚. - Giovanna. Giovanna. - Maria Rosaria.
- 我真没想到会这样 -什么？ - I really didn't see this one coming. - What?
你也很有钱！ That you were rich too!
- 最近怎么样? -又能怎么样? 你从来不出现！ - Well? - So what? You never show up!
一切都好，工作，工作，我给你带了些朋友。 All right, work work work. I brought you some friends.
是谁？ Who is it?
你找到棉絮了吗？ Did you find the wadding?
我用卫生纸溅了一身。 I made a pallocco with toilet paper.
在这里。 It's here.
[现在瓦伦蒂娜 · 迪奥塔莱维(Valentina Diotallevi) ，名叫皮皮(Pippi) ，就读于艺术学校。] [Now Valentina Diotallevi, called Pippi, attends the art school.]
[父母离异后，她被托付给了母亲。] [After the separation of her parents she was entrusted to her mother.]
[我们每周继续一次心理治疗。] [We continue psychotherapy once a week.]
[她已经没有癫痫症状了。] [She has not had any more epileptic manifestations.]
[从9月份开始，我开始亲自跟踪 Daniele Epifani。] [Since September I started following personally Daniele Epifani.]
[目前我们向前迈出了一小步。] [For the moment we have made a tiny step forward.]